So far this week I've been running around like a chicken with my head cut off. I can't seem to get everything I need done, done! I leave in two days and i still haven't even gotten everything I need to go; my uniform, some exercise gear, and spirals and what-not. This week snuck up on me so fast. I can't believe that summer was over this soon. When I was smaller it seemed to drag on forever, now there isn't even enough time to breathe in between seconds! I guess since I had a job this summer and did a lot of church activities the summer flew by without even a glance in my direction. Hopefully I can slow down just a bit so that I can say good-bye to my friends, I'm sad to be leaving everyone behind like this. But, I think its for the best. I need to be on my own without my parents behind me everywhere I go and doing things for me (like my laundry, I'm going to have to do it myself). I'm awfully anxious to be leaving and I almost don't want go, but it will be a new beginning for me, and everyone needs new beginnings every once in a while.
I don't know how this Honor Academy is going to work entirely yet, but God has been telling me to go, so I will. He's told me to 'go to the feast that's been prepared for me' and get some thing out of it. He's been preparing my heart and teaching me what I've been doing wrong so that I can go without hindrance and focus fully on him while I'm there. I'm not sure what will happen within the next year, but I'm positive that it will change me and my outlook on the world. I don't know what will happen next, but my savior and Lord most definitely does. So, I'm going to leave it up to Him.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
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